There’s a long-running adage about working for free in the performing arts. “The problem with working for exposure,” it goes, “is you can die from exposure.”
I doubt it. Exposure to arts boosts spirits, and deepens hunger for more inspiration & upliftment. I know I have glimpsed places I now want to visit but didn't feel drawn to before. The financial economy isn't the only measure. There is the psychological 'economy' to remember too
hopefully things will work out fine.